6.14.2008

My Wife.

I'm not near the person I wish I could be. My wife is on a small vacation to a friends house in California. For some reason we have argued quite a bit while she has been gone. I've basically ruined her vacation.

And for that I would like to offer her, here in front of everyone who reads my blog, my deepest and most sincere apologies to my wife.

She comes back late Sunday night. I'm afraid that may be too late in many ways. I hope I havent lost her already. I love her very much but I'm not sure she feels loved by me. I dont speak to her like I should. I dont tell her how much I appreciate her, I dont tell her how good she looks, I dont tell her thank you for taking care of me/the kids/the house. I've discovered its not just physical love she need nor wants. I'm not very good at that. I hope to improve. I hope she can find it in her heart to forgive me. CJ I love you!

BT

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